Where do I even begin? I don’t know myself. Lately, I have been stuck in limbo with my life and reality. Sometimes, I wonder if I am really doing the right things for myself. Are the things that I am doing worth it 10 years from now? I don’t want to doubt my capabilities because I KNOW for a fact that I am a fighter but maybe I have spread myself too thin and life is telling me no. Everything happens for a reason but we justify it with our own reasoning because we try to create a conclusion for those unforeseen life experiences. I am honestly not complaining but I am questioning all of these things. Obviously, I know I will learn a lot and grow. But, everything just seems so far out of reach. Too many things are going on at once. With being VP for CSS and Pledge Papa for Chi Pledge Class, Full-time student, Part-time worker, relationships and everything that life has to offer is just hitting me all at once. It’s hard I guess for me to put into words how I’m feeling. But, I know I won’t give up.